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wElL i gUeSs i cAn sHaRe diS stORy nOw..

oNCe uPoN a tiME..ehEM eHeM:] ThERe wAs aN iNnOCeNt giRL wHo wAs hAViN’ hEr sUMmER vACatiOn wiTh hEr fAMiLy at a nEaR bY pRoViNCe.. sHe wAs eNjOyiN’ eVRy mOMeNt oF iT.. fAMiLy..fRiENdS.. wHAt a gReAt sUMmER mEMoRy:] bUt wHeN sHe thOuGht iT cOuLdNt gEt aNy bETteR.. sHe diSCoVeRed tHaT tHiNg cAlLeD “LoVe”.. sHe mEt tHiS sWeEt gUy.. tHeY bECaMe fRiENdS.. aNd tHeN riGht bEFoRe hER eYeS.. sHe wAs fAlLiN’ iNLoVe.. faMiLy, fRiENdS, aNd a gREat bOyFRiENd.. yOu wOuLd tHiNk tHat tHiS sToRy wOuLd hAVe a hAPii eNdiNg.. wElL, tHiNk aGaiN.. sUMmER iS nOt fOrEVeR, tHe giRL nEedS tO gO hOMe bCoZ sChOoL iS sTaRTiNg aGaiN.. wHeN tHe giRL tOLd tHat tO hEr bOyFRiENd tHeY wERe bOTh dEPReSsEd.. aNd eVeN tHoUGh tHe sTilL LoVe hEr bOyFRiENd sO mUCh.. shE dECiDeD tO bReAk-uP wiTh hiM.. iT wAs aWFuL bUt sHe hAd tO dO iT.. bCoZ aFteR tHe giRL wOuLd lEaVe, tHeY wOuLdNt hAve aNy cOmMuNiCatiOn..

“..iTs nOt tHat i dONt LoVe yOu, bELiEVe mE, iF i cAn sTaY, i wOuLd, bUt tHe tHiNg iS, i cANt, dONt tHiNk tHaT i diDNt giVe iMPoRtaNCe tO oUr rELatiONShiP.. tO bE hONeSt i stilL LoVe yOu, bUt i dONt tHiNk tHat iTs nOt eNOuGh tO kEeP oUr rELaTiONShiP..iM sORii..wE nEed tO bReAk-uP nOw..”

“..i LoVe yOu, iSNt tHaT eNouGh?! dONt dO tHiS! i wANt tO bE wiTh yOu..”

“..i tOLd yOu, i WANT tO sTaY bUt, wE bOTh kNOw i cANt..”

“..i kNOw :[ i dONt wANt tO bReAk-uP nOw, wHy nOt oN tHe dAy yOu'Re gOiN' hOMe.."

"..oKAy, i tHiNk tHaTS fAiR eNOuGh.."

"..i wilL LoVe yOu fOrEVeR.."

"..sToP iT.."

(..aNd tHeN tHeY hUgGeD:]..)

tHiS cONVeRsAtiON hAPPeNd 3 dAyS bEfORe tHe giRL wAs gOiN’ hOMe..tHeY sTilL eNjOyEd eACh oThERs cOMpANy..bUt iT wASNt liKe bEFoRe:[ bEFoRe, tHe giRL wOuLd hAVe a cERtaiN uNExPLaiNaBLe feELiN’ wHeN sHe’S wiTh hiM..bUt aFtEr tHe “tALk” tHeY hAd.. iT wAs gONe.. oN tHe dAy oF tHeiR bReAk-uP.. tHe giRL rECiEVed a pHONe cAlL fRoM hiS bOyFRiENd..

“..cOMe tO tHe cOuRt, i wANt tO tElL yOU sOMetHiNg..”

“..wHy nOt tElL mE oN tHe pHOnE?..”

“..bCoZ iTs vERy iMPoRtANt..”

“..i’lL bE tHeRe iN 15miNs..”

wHeN tHe giRL gOt tHeRe.. sHe sAw hEr bOyFRieNd.. sHe wAs aBoUt tO wAVe aT hiM.. bUt tHeN.. a giRL cAMe iN.. hELd hiS hANd aNd kiSsEd hiM:[ tHe giRL fELt liKe dYiNg.. sHe cOuLdNt mOVe hEr lEgS tO rUn AwAy.. sHe sAt aT tHe cOLd gRoUNd cRYiNg..

sHe cLoSed hEr eYeS rEMeMbERiNg alL tHe sWeEt tHiNgS tHat hEr bOyFRiENd sAid tO hER.. tHiNkiNg tHaT iT wAs alL a LiE.. sHe gOt uP.. rAn aS fASt aS sHe cAn.. wENt tO hEr rOoM aNd cRiEd hEr hEaRt oUt.. sHe wAs alL aLoNe.. siNCe sO iNnOCeNt, sHe diDNt kNoW whAt tO dO..

oN tHeiR wAy hOMe..aT tHe cAr sHe wAs tHiNkiN’.. lOoKiN’ aT tHe fiRSt lOVe lEtTeR hEr EX-bF gAVe tO hEr.. tEaRS wHeRe fAlLiNg fRoM hEr eYeS.. hEr hEaRt bRoKeN iNtO piECeS.. sHe sTilL LoVed hiM..

tHe cAr sToPPeD.. tRaFFiC.. oN tHat mOMeNt.. hEr hEaRt filLeD wiTh pAiN.. hEr miNd filLeD wiTh aNGeR.. sHe tOrE uP tHe lEtTeR sHe uSed tO kiSs bEFoRe sLeEPiNg aT niGht.. tORe iT uP.. tHReW iT oUt tHe wiNdOw..

tHe wiNd wAs iN hEr hAiR.. tHe piECes oF paPEr fLeW aWaY..

sHe wAs deViStATed.. bUt sHe nEeDed tO bE sTRoNg, fOr hERSeLF..